I've been stuck on one of the aussie hardcore shows, 3 uplifting tracks that refused to show up on youtube.
Army changes your life. It makes you so bloody tired your mind goes far adrift in time. I can't recall the last conversation or actually most of the phone conversations i've had in camp. So when you're just too tired to fight back, you just accept anything that's coming your way.
When nothing amazes you anymore, that's probably when you grow up. I've always thought I looked too deep into things, but now i guess i've yet to look even harder.
I do things for a reason, even if i don't know what it is at first. Bullshit, but I've seen for myself that is true. I know that i never made the wrong decision.
Almost everyone else has gone in during field camp, so now i'm stuck with few few people.
i stand, not falling
i bleed, the demons
I divorce, the taunting acts of violence
I divorce, the pastime of jealousy
I divorce, the love bled meaningless
I divorce, the makeshift harmony
